Wednesday August 10th, 2005

ednesday, August 10, 2005

THE PAST When did I get old enough to have a past? Apparently I am, and I do. This summer, it appears, seems to have a get in touch with the past theme going. My ten year high school reunion was this July while I was in Ireland, at a family reunion (see what I mean, there's a theme). I didn't go, but it seems like the universe is creating its own little reunion party for me. It seems like the past is chasing me. Have I been running away from it? Who knows? I am generally so totally unaware it's completely possible. We all have closet demons, nemeses, and mortal fears. I'm not going to go into detail, but I'll tell you that I hate flying, snakes, blood and having my heart broken. So it's probably time for me to turn around and face the past. Actually a lot of the dirty work is already done. I have reconnected with so many people this year, with good and bad consequences, actually not necessarily bad, but definitely bittersweet. Currently listening : Australia By Howie Day Release date: 11 June, 2002